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Re: Christian Shush...who else?
Posted by Emil (Guest) squaremoon@emilsdiary.com - Tuesday, November 8 2005, 13:29:22 (CET)
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This cannot be a woman.
A woman would not write this.
This has got to be a teenager. A boy at that!
I chuckled all the way through.
Is this "person" reading here? Because "it" makes definite references to postings at Inside Assyria. I was under the impression that this kid had washed his hands of this "evil" place. (Moohahaha...)
Hilarious.
This is almost fun.
The self-loathing projections are definitely centrifugal.
And who ever said I was a "spokesperson" for gay folk? That's quite a tall order. No thanks!
Kids these days...
You know what was most gratifying about reading this "attack" against "Emily" (I prefer Emilia, thank you!) was my own emotional response, or lack thereof. I know I am free from others' "drama" (couldn't come up with a better word, kid?) when I simply don't take it on.
I'm sorry, was I supposed to be offended, hurt, outraged, indignant, afraid?
Was I not supposed to laugh, smirk, sigh lightly, and move forward with my life, my day?
As if there were no bigger, more worthy hurdles in life, in love, and in relationships?
To the child:
I'm sorry you are angry. I'm sorry you are hurt. I know for someone who is suffering as you are, whose needs and dreams have been unfairly tramped on, NEGATIVE ATTENTION is better than NO ATTENTION.
But I've learned that if one is to be effective among other functioning men and women, no matter how broken-spirited or "hateful", he has to stop "throwing" himself "against" the world.
It is not attention you need, but respect. And respect takes a lot of HARD work. It just doesn't fall from the firmament. No one passes it out on city street corners like a mere flier. You can't download it from the internet. You can't FORCE or pry it out of others' lips or hands. And certainly it does not come from birth. I'm sorry: Batteries not included.
It's something to be sought through experience and time, cultivated through ESTIMABLE ACTS.
This is not ABOUT you, FOR you, or TO you, right? I'm simply writing in response to SOMETHING SOMEONE wrote.
And surely you won't have to DEFEND yourself if this is all "lies", an "attack".
Unless you SEEK the battle because the battle is better than nothing.
You deserve more than that.
We all do.
You know, it's funny, but I like making my friends laugh. Sometimes out of nowhere I'll just say to them, 'I forgive you.'
They look at me with a puzzled expression, even a little annoyed, for surely "forgiveness" has been given a bad name by zealots, and they say, "For WHAT!"
And I smile in mock self-satisfaction and utter, 'For everything.' And to punctuate my brattiness I wink...
Be well.

p.s. I LOVE the name you picked for yourself, kid. Shushan. It does embody everything bountiful, womanly, buxom, and Assyrian. You're good. You're REALLY good.



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