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Re: Dear Shushan
Posted by Maggie (Guest) - Friday, November 11 2005, 9:38:04 (CET)
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I can't believe you wrote this. I totally disagree with everything you said Shush, and I am truly offended as a woman.

Emil is one of the sanest, truest people around. I have great respect and admiration for him. He's one of the few that speaks with REAL feelings, emotions, and depths that are lacking in most ordinary people. His words speak to everyone. They reveal the true nature of things, things that manifest in all of us. Things mediocre people wouldn't dare discuss and express. He puts himself out there everyday, openly, honestly, courageously, raw, naked, and exposed. And for someone to trash something so precious, so divine, so rare, is unacceptable!

Lashing out at someone like Emil makes absolutely no sense. Emil could not bring out things in you that were not there to begin with. NO ONE can make you say and do ugly things if you were not willing to expect that from yourself. No one can disrespect you if you do not disrespect yourself. No one can make you a victim if you do not victimize yourself. Where's YOUR responsibility in all of this?

You can't keep making excuses and blaming others for your behavior. You have to eventually assess your part in all of this. You can't be sweet and attempt to be sincere one minute, and behave so badly, the next. That is erratic behavior. You have to take a stand and declare who you are and what you really stand for. If you don't know, just say so, or don't say so, but don't keep going off on people for the sake of hurting them just to make yourself feel better temporarily. You know things like that are not real, not lasting, and definitely reveal the instability of your own thoughts and feelings about yourself and others.

I know there's something beautiful inside you. I've had a glimpse of it, (when it was convenient for you). But you know it needs work, girl. Lots of hard work to maintain it. You can't just water it and feed it when it's convenient and let it starve and wither when it's not. Nothing flourishes this way. You keep killing it, and then try resurrecting it. Well, once it's dead you can't bring it back or replace it.

Try being consistent. It works everytime! Just don't be absolute all the time. Varieties exist of every kind, and if you haven't experienced ALL of them, you certainly can't be a spokesman, can you? NO ONE CAN.

A great yogi once said "to be able to crap is better than any orgasm".

Try arguing with that!



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