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Re: Do You Really Wanna Discuss Accuracy?

Posted by beezelbub (Guest) - Thursday, November 10 2005, 5:23:09 (CET) from 71.116.90.200 - pool-71-116-90-200.snfcca.dsl-w.verizon.net Network - Mac OS - Internet Explorer Website: Website title:

Emil wrote: >You know what's been kind of eating away at me, lately? >This faultfinding with Farid's sculptures- fine nitpick away- but this coming from people who venerate a blonde and blue-eyed Jesus? >Do you REALLY wanna discuss accuracy, folks? >Well, if you do, would you please first make sure that YOUR side of the street is clean? >Maybe then someone WILL start to take us seriously... >Help me out, here! ...speaking of accuracy, how about this...give us some ACCURATE proof that we even ARE Assyrians...go one...somebody just DO it! Use the same degree of 'accuracy" you do when claiming that Chaldeans can NOT be Chaldeans... ..or how about this...It is WRONG to give up on Jesus, but THANK GOD we "Assyrians" gave up on ASHUR! ..or...if a Jew gives up on yahwe and believes in Buddha instead...he can bellow to the world that this makes him MORE of a Jew! That will do for now...but you can see why the boys cut and run from these sorts of questions...you can see why they must resort to calling our mothers whores and our fathers sodomites, in order to scare off and disgust us...you can see that the boys dread, more than anything, having to approximate NOBLE Assyrians...that idiots and ignoramouses and pissant Christians are not only the best they can be...but the ONLY thing they'll allow in Assria. My way of trying to understand something is to steep myself in it and leave myself there to ferment...and for over four years now I've been fermenting in Assria...I've been listenning to and engaging wherever I could in discussions with these savages...watching what they do, how they behave...I've studied them like they've never been studied before....and THAT'S the reason they're afraid to have me show up, not because someone doesn't "like" me because of my behavior. I was prompted to this by the astounding behavior I witnessed and was subjected to when I did what I thought we all WANTED: increased public awareness of our existence. But I was mistaken..at least in assuming this was at all what Aprim, Jatou, Jassim, Wellfed and so many little boys wanted...what they want is recognition for how much they have LOST...for how far they have FALLEN...for how inept and foolish they have been...for all that they are STOPPED from doing that they supposedly really want to do..."someone GIVE it to us"! How could it be, I said to myself, that after installing the first Assyrian public monument anywhere in the world in 2500 fucking YEARS...I was now being stopped by ONE old fart from installing a second one...in such an important city for Assyrians as Chicago? And more than that, why were none of the 12 people who each gave $6,500 towards that goal , not saying or doing a GODDAMNED thing about it...especially Narsai! Why were we allowing our name to be dragged through the mud...why were we forcing Chicago to do what NO OTHER ethnic group would have allowed...forced to GIVE BACK a donated monument? Where was all the fucking PRIDE??? This was PRIDE??? Why were thousands clamoring for a return of a "homeland" who could NOT see how these monuments helped add legitimacy to their claims??? How could they NOT see that increased awareness among the American public would HELP them in their quest...if there was ANY hope at all...and most of all...how could they NOT see that these monuments, installed in such grand locations, would be cause for our OWN children, often lost here in America, to sense some pride of place for THEIR Heritage...especially what they would see reflected in the eyes of others towards our ancestors and our story of survival. These questions gnawed at me when people like Jassim wrote that the Shumirum Monument, "was simply a private, financial, arrangement between Nimrod and you, of no interest to other Assyrians". WHAT??? When "proud" Assyrians made light of this achievement, or worse...attacked it and me...attacked the sculpture as being "wrong"...attacked me as being "out for money"...when stories were made up to say the reason I was in Mexico was to deal drugs...when Jackie Bejan sent emails to Jeff and others in Detroit saying I used to come to her door and BEG GROCERIES for my children and that she would be forced to fill a SHOPPING BAG for me to take to my family...she KNEW what she was doing...knew what our people would think of such a "man"...and KNEW that they would reject his sculpture, his ideas, his energy...because he had no "self-respect"...and when I TOLD people what she'd done...the bitch SUED me!!! And when I showed up at her convention...as I had displayed sculpture for that last 23 years with No trouble...she brought the police to arrest me and threw my sculptures in a corner and had them covered with tablecloths so that visitors to the convention couldn't even SEE them! And in Chicago the year before...members of the AANF staff including their OWN chief of security threatened to put me in a hospital and destroy all my sculptures, in FRONT OF MY CHILDREN! If these things all ahppen to ONE person...especially in Chicago where I inspired their city to honor us so...something is WRONG!!! When that wasn't enough...they went for my children...made rude comments about my wife...about my mother and father...so that I was forced to ask, "what the fuck is going ON in Assyria"??? In time I found answers...the best of which was that these people are incompetant and PROUD of it...because it represents the best side of their Christianity...because they are "humble" and "meek" and lacking "pride"...also because they are very afraid of ability...of strength...of genius...of excellence...because it personally threatens THEM and the ease with which they insist you can be "Assyrian"...usually by TALKINGALOT and talking BIG...without a thought in the world of what you actually DO...and the hope that everyone will forget your manifest and never ending failures...that's the reason they stay INSIDE...that they don't go and don't want YOU to go outside and draw attention to us, unless it is of the pathetic, "look-at-where-we've-fallen-to" sort. If we begin to re-define what it means to be Assyrian by EXPECTING tangible results..it will mean nine-tenths and more of these harebrained schemes of theirs can't even be DISCUSSED...that they shan't dare circulate petitions and drafts and resolutions and constitutions and declarations. These people are FIGHTING for mediocrity...for keeping "Assyria" and us with it, a JOKE...only they shut their eyes, close their ears so they won't have to HEAR it! These "attacks" so laughable, so beside the point...so unconnected to anything of significance, are their last ditch attempts to keep Assyria in rags...a laughingstock..and not for the benefit of anything good or higher or positive...but merely so it will continue to be as easy as taking a shit to be "Assyrian". --------------------- - BACK TO INDEX - REPLY - QUOTE - EDIT - DELETE -

The full topic: Do You Really Wanna Discuss Accuracy? Emil - Thursday, November 10 2005, 2:50:55 (CET) Re: Do You Really Wanna Discuss Accuracy? beezelbub - 11/10 05:23 Re: Do You Really Wanna Discuss Accuracy? Maggie - 11/10 05:50 Re: Do You Really Wanna Discuss Accuracy? beezelbub - 11/10 06:03

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