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Re: The Mother Bears The Brunt/Altamont Pass/Forgiveness?
Posted by Maggie (Guest) - Wednesday, November 9 2005, 5:20:03 (CET)
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Wow! That's some powerful stuff, Emil. It makes me think of my own rage and anger at my parents for bringing me to America. A place I couldn't understand hard as I tried. A place I never felt comfortable in, no matter where I lived. A place I conspired to leave so many times but couldn't because I was trapped. A place in which I failed no matter what I attempted to be.

I can say that I didn't forgive them till they were old and couldn't fight me any longer. It happened in the car one day. It was unspoken. I was driving my old parents and I looked at them from the rear-view mirror and saw two old and fragile people who had done their best according to what THEY thought was best.

Then I felt a tear running down my face as I thought how I would have to live without them some day when they are gone, and realized at that moment that I had forgiven them sometime ago, without knowing it.



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