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Failing Fred
Posted by El Porton (Guest) - Monday, November 24 2003, 11:30:46 (EST)
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I find it curious...the number of times I've been called a failure...almost gleefully, by "my own" people, like there's great satisfaction to be taken in the spectacle..almost as if a terrible fate had been narrowly avoided and now the rest of them can breathe easy again.

I know when I fail and when I don't. I'm hardly going to take the word of BooHoo, Alex, Ghassbag or xxxxxxxxx for it. The Ashurbanipal Monument almost failed, but not because of anything I or Narsai did. Assyrians, so-called, showed up at the last minute to embarrass us all in front of various governing bodies in San Francisco and kill the installation but they were too late...better luck next time.

The Shumirum Monument also didn't fail because of anything I did...except I won't kiss ass. The city of Chicago is not an easy place to get a monument installed...especially when they didn't ask you for one and had no idea you were taking 13 years making it on the hope...rather on the firm conviction, that it was an offer they couldn't refuse. Once again it was an Assyrian, John Nimrod, who stopped it. I can certainly be MADE to fail. But even in this there will ultimately be an even greater victory...and since I can't convince anyone to melt it down it just might be that we'll get maximum benefit out of the "failure" of the Shumirum by exposing these creeps, among whose illustrious company Narsai David has decided to include himself...and get the Shumirum installed anyway when the last of them dies and Jackie decides to take a job with the Armenian community because we won't need her money any longer...we'll be capable of getting our own.

The Hammurabi was stopped cold before even getting to bronze by a coalition made of Jackie Bejan, Atour Golani, Nimrod again and some minor players. This time they took no chances. Every dastardly trick they could pull was brought to bear and of course the blame for it all went squarely on my shoulders..."kiss ass and you will pass". That would seem to be pre-requisite to being an Assyrian "follower" of these people...and you're all welcome to each others arses.

Had Ninos Aho thrown Alphonse Odishoo off the platform the second after he openned his mouth to cap the evening off with his own drivel...it would have been a blessing for poetry in general...and would have made of Ninos a champion of poets and a guardian of his own integrity. But what are we supposed to do? Had he done so...no more "poetry evenings" for him...no more being Lionized by a bunch of Pussies. Jackie and Alphonse weren't presenting poetry to us dumb shmucks...they were USING Ninos and the other poet (terribly sorry to have forgoten his name) to garner a spotlight for themselves...they could give a shit about Art, poetry, sculpture, music or anything else but their own pathetic "standing" among a community on its knees for centuries. Jackie could give a shit about martyrs..as she addmitted to me when we were still "friends" (something you'll never be to Jackie)...when she said we both knew the martyr thing was bullshit but, "let's use it".

And Narsai's merely taken with the fact that he can be made to shed a tear at all and uses the suffering of Christians in Iraq both to stoke the pissant "flame" of his humanity and take a lead in the "Assyrian Leadershit" Sweepstakes.

What is it with us? Are we so degraded as Christian that the only person we can get at is another Assyrian Christian and then only to break his or her knees...so there's no risk of their stepping over us and thereby sinking us even lower?

We far prefer failure, as Christians...and we try like hell to include the Assyrian Heritage in our Christian failures, to any kind of success outside of this damned religion... and when it comes to things Assyrian we will drive a stake through Ashur's heart faster than anyone...faster than you can say..."I love Jesus the Jew". Because, as Abgar "benefitted"...we're gonna get a goody too. People so stupid and so lacking in discretion as to run after the gilded shit Judo-Christianity "gave" them and desert the real tresure Ashur made us EARN...well, they WOULD be the kind of people to hate Assyrian success. In their eyes, Dear Ashur...may I always be a failure...because it means I succeeded.



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