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Posted by parhad (Guest) - Friday, April 16 2004, 10:43:00 (EDT)
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I can`t work...I have two sculptures to attend to but I can`t. I don`t understand..I read over the first post by the Warrior...I didn`t get a chance to read more...and I can`t see anything but guts and heart and soul and anguish and a plea for compassion..and I get sick all over again to think the post was disappeared. Not Peter, not Hanna, not the Gassbag has ever done a more despicable thing. I expect it of them..for them it makes perfect sense that they behave as they do...but to have it done here..it`s like someone took a shit all over and then went to class to learn about toilets and etiquette.

The place needs fumigating...900 of my ten thousand posts could have been easily spared and tossed out the window...but ONE and THIS one by the Empress?

As John asks Paul in the song..."How do you sleep at night?"

What I don`t understand..or rather what I see, is the degree of panic this post caused in the mind of the person who deleted it. Did he think I would approve? Why? How? When I left up posts smearing my own mother and father..wghen I brought them over here to post them myself so the man`s credentials could be seen by us all..when I would do that...I`d deleted a post like hers???`

Did he think I`d accept the responsibility...that it would be fine and dandy by me if all the FBI agents who read here believed I was the one who deleted her post? The only way to explain it is to admit the obvious...when you`re an artist..a poet..all it means is that you burrow into yourself so far down inside you touch that river that flows through all of us..theough the universe..a place most people are terrified to go..a place so far down they feel like suffocating and experience terror and re-live nightmares..but as in the myths, that`s the monster protecting the garden where the golden apples are...If you cannot be frightened off..if you persist and stare down the demons...you reach a spot so lovely you can`t describe it. The Empress is on that journey...she`s at the point where the three-headed dogs and 100 eyed serpents are and it sacres her momentarily, as it`s supposed to, to see if she has it in her to go all the way...and it scared the living shit out of the person who deleted her.

In an hour I have to go to a friends 300 year old house to repair the beard on a beautiful life-size statue of Jesus..in the Spanish style...I hope I can concentrate...thanks a lot fella.



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