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=> to my semenary pal...

to my semenary pal...
Posted by Farid (Moderator) - Monday, December 8 2003, 19:35:05 (EST)
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...drowning in his own semen...

I want to thank you for helping me figure out what's so odious about your religion. It's sort of like smelling something awful for years but never knowing exactly where it came from. Now I know and I have you to thank for it.

We've had some heated emails sent back and forth and you've always been the gentleman...even when I refused to be. That's just your Mesopotamian backgrond showing through and it tells you how good a thing it is when all that Judo-Christian shit can't smother it. But...like Paul Younan, another decent man gone wrong, you've chosen to believe a handful of incompetant Jew fishermen...and we all know fishermen "never lie"...and so you believe in a resurrection...when you can't even handle an errection without making a holy fuss about it.

You have your reasons I'm sure. I'm writing to you on an open forum because I expect you to live up to what you told me in all seriousness once...that you and each of us should live up to Christ's example...follow in this tough and thorny path. Well Christ wasn't anonymous and he wasn't afraid...I'll give him that. You...who have no Roman centurions to fear...who are surrounded on all sides and drowning in Christians and upheld by Christians and murdered for by Christians...who have nothing to fear from anyone for stepping out in public with your "believes"...are nonetheless afraid. If you tell me you haven't the time to waste, I'll remind you of Jesus...who had a whole lifteime to throw away. If you say people like me aren't worth the effort, I'll remind you of Magdalene. If you tell me about swine and pearls...I'll tell you about what the Jews did to our history and how I forgive them for it for they never knew what they were doing more than when they knew enough to steal from us and how can I blame them for it?

But for one and then one thousand of us to take from THEM what is our own and in the manner they hand it back to us...is just this side of unforgiveable and downright incomprehensible. But again...you have your reasons and how much of it has to do with a child's fear of the dark I'll leave to you to figure out if you want to.

I should share with you what it was that clarified things for me. I put it to you once when we were out for dinner on John Nimrod that any decent human Bean would have rushed to help Jesus, there on that hill about to be murdered. And if that proved to be impossible...would hardly have agreed to benefit anyway once he'd been killed. But it was your answer when I asked you, point blanke, if you would release him if it were in your power..even if it meant no Eternal Paradise but a rotten grave instead that cleared it all up for me. Being a decent man underneath it all, you said you would save Jesus. But, there was the hesitation in your voice.

You and many others of our own people, are indeed decent and kind. Coming from the illustrious Heritage we do, its in us even when we won't show it. We've been degraded by this Jew religion not elevated. The fearful, scared-of-the-dark Jew in you...that is never a comfortable fit...wanted badly to say, "Fuck Christ...how else am I going to avoid rotting". But the better side...the part of you from BetNahrain, fought through and no matter how afraid of death...which is another way of being afraid of Life, you've been made to feel...you would shatter all your comforting illusions...risk perdition...the dark and dank grave...even court uncertainty because something deep within in you of the decent man you are under the Christian fright-wig said, "I would set him free".

You're inherently a good and decent...even brilliant man. If only Life and Honor didn't scare you so.



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