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Posted by pancho (Guest) - Wednesday, May 25 2005, 4:17:33 (CEST)
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...I received this just now:

Wow, Farid, who is this Shushan character? Reading some of the more recent opinions-
particularly your posting of her outpouring addressed to "all the cruel anonymous
mockers and insulters and everyone else"- epitomizes and reminds me of every
victimized Assyrian I have ever met. You know, the kind that insist that the world
"makes" them do this, do that, feel this way, feel that way- the kind of person who
lacks original thought, autonomy, spiritual strength and trust, accountability for
her own choices, and insists on feeling victimized, feeling brutalized, feeling
singled out... by anyone who looks at her the wrong way. You know... the typical
Assyrian. This is the kind of Assyrian that the true enlightened world, the true
spiritual, even Christian world has no space for, no patience for, no tolerance for.
This is the kind of Assyrian even the Christian God abhors, I'm sure. The meek,
weak, selfish Assyrian who wastes God's time lamenting the "countless brutalities"
daily directed at HER- self-centered bastards! There is more to life than our own
fears!
And this is the exact kind of Assyrian I am coming out, not against, but FOR! by
sharing my HUMANNESS. Our HUMANNESS!
We Assyrians are so frigging busy feeling superior to others- Assyrian and
otherwise- that we can't even carry out God's purpose for us. We're so busy fearing
mixing with people who may be even slightly different from us that we can't even do
God's will! All we do is douse ourselves in cheap perfume and hairspray, don our
most pious suits and attend OUR OWN churches. Doesn't God want us to evolve, to move
beyond the dead air of our own inbreeding, and HELP others?
Assyrians are so busy taking everything so personally and pretending to be singled
out by Jesus to visit upon us- HOW DARE WE CLAIM SUCH A BLASPHEMOUS PRIVILEGE!!!-
that we can't even find the time or energy to GROW beyond the shadows that continue
to spook us and keep us fettered to our dying ways. If we had the wherewithal to
open our eyes even a little we would see that the shadows that torment us do not
belong to a world marred by "filthy Arabaye", "shikhtaneh Iranaye", "kumaye", and
"deezeh", "mindeeyet motah" as we Assyrians from Iran- the BEST Assyrians, the
BEST!- say, but to us. The menacing shadows are not the amoral Americans, the
cock-sucking faggots, the spicks and the niggers, but our very own Assyrian parents,
and leaders, the trusted men and women in our own "community" who can't seem to see
beyond the very finger that they continue to point at everyone else.
Why should "preserving" our own culture/language mean blaming, demonizing, and
scapegoating others? Why do we constantly have to be "fighting"? Is malaise where we
feel most at home? Is conflict all we know, all we are willing to foster? At any
cost...

(once again..because we are savages yet, I edited out clues as to the identity of this pal)

Even our (edited out) brothers and sisters have had enough of these
Bible thumping victims- the worst kind of Assyrian. A dangerous Assyrian- dangerous
to our growth and intellect, to our emotional well-being in the Diaspora. As if we
haven't had a hard enough time being raised by these mentally warped individuals, we
have to continue to be bullied by them, threatened by them, stunted by them?
No. Not anymore. I CHOOSE not to be hindered thus.
I CHOOSE to be Assyrian AND enlightened.
Assyrian AND expansive.
Assyrian AND artistic, revolutionary.
(edited out)
Assyrian AND immersed in other cultures.
Assyrian AND atheist, agnostic, brilliant, sexy, sexual, sensual, free from this
dead dream to marry Assyrian, eat Assyrian, fuck Assyrian, lament Assyrian, AND be
happy, fulfilled, a loving child of GOD/GODDESS/GODDAMNED!

...I`d say that about covers it...Dear Shushan...go fuck yourself.

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