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Re: YES, FARID, I DO BELIEVE
Posted by pancho (Guest) - Friday, February 24 2006, 4:31:31 (CET)
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Maggie wrote:
>Farid, I have no wounds to tend to. None of the things you and Tiglath do to others matter much to me.


...that`s the same thing Shushan keeps saying...that we mean nothing..that we are a waste of time...that she is leaving...that she is coming.

I personally don't DON'T care who you go after, even if it's me! I have nothing to hide, nothing to be ashamed of and always, always live my life according to ME, no one else. I saw through Assyrians when I was twenty, and left Chicago to never look back.


..and looked FORWARD to CERES????

I went exactly through the same things as Emil did, but Emil deals with things differently, as we all do, ( I wish I had his talent.)
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>I got married right out of high school to an Assyrian-Canadian, who did nothing but abuse me physically and verbally. I was too young to fight him and his entire gangster family, especially living so far away from home, which was in the suburbs of Chicago. We were married in the Mar Zia Assyrian church of the East in Chicago, and to my shock and surprise, the church did NOTHING to help me. I was on my own. After four years of abuse, I took my son and came to LA.
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>When I came to L.A. my ex spread all sorts of rumors about me, and all Assyrians in Chicago believed him, because they love that sort of thing. They don't like to hear how successful you are, only how low you have fallen. A few months later, he was hand-cuffed and escorted out of work, and lost his job and was publicly humiliated.
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>He went on to marry another Assyrian woman. As Ashur would have it, she abused him. Many people have told me that he publicly admitted at a party, "that if I was as good to Maggie, as I am to you, Maggie would have never left me". Not only did she abuse him but she would not let my son see his father or step a foot in her house. They never paid me child support, either. I could have exposed them, taken them to court, harrassed them for years, etc. but I NEVER ONCE bothered them. I wanted to give him a chance at happiness even after all he did to me and my son.
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>Several years later they both contracted cancer, and he died. Even at his funeral, she wouldn't let the priest from that church mention that her husband was survived by a son. Her daughters were deprived of a father at a young age, JUST THE WAY SHE DEPRIVED MY SON OF HIS FATHER. She lost both breasts to cancer, (symbolic isn't it?). And the church of the East? well you know what happened to it, don't you?

...it got a hernia?
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>After my son graduated the high school of the arts, I was on a business trip in Chicago and took my son to see his father at his store. When the conversation came up that my son will be starting college in a few months, I asked if he could help me since he never paid me child support. He said "I can't help you, because the other day I was robbed at gun point and they stole all my money). The very next day he was robbed at gun point in his store and they stole all the money he had been hiding.
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>I never get mad or angry at people who do me wrong. I let God Ashur take care of them for me, because he does a much better job than I ever could think of.

...well let`s just say the same god calls on some of the rest of us to help out a little. It`s also good exercise...your idea of leaving everything to Ashur smacks a bit of Christian teaching..you know, you do GOOD and all those who cross you will pay for it...I don`t think that`s the way I`d like to live.
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>So you see, Farid, not only have I licked all my wounds, years ago, but I am always vindicated by my own karma. Of course I didn't want my father's son to die. Of course I didn't want his wife to lose both breasts. Of course I didn't want to see two innocent young daughters lose their father. But it isn't in my hands who gets rewarded, who gets punished. WE ARE ALL RESPONSIBLE FOR OUR OWN ACTIONS, GOOD OR BAD.

...sorry...that`s too pat and near to being ridiculous...miners struggling in the earth are NOT reponsible for the careless actions of mine owners..the women burned to death in the Triangle Shirtwaist Company were not responsible for the locked doors...the people of Iraq...especially 600,000 children were not responsible for electing Bush..or for their own sufffering and death...this is a little silly, don`t you think?
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>I know what Assyrians are. Besides my parents, I have yet to meet an Assyrian who is completely honest and trustworthy. Maybe it's their immigrant experience, and they have had to scratch and sniff the gutter to make it here, whereas we didn't. We made it through honest work for honest pay. That's how my parents have their integrity intact.

..lots of people perform honest work,,,but get no honest pay...women, for instance, still don`t get equal pay for equal work...is it their fault?...workers, honest workers, don`t get bathroom breaks, medical security or anything but slave wages...it seems to me you missed a few chapters in your Sociology reading. Good people are seldom rewarded...unless you want to get misty eyed and tell me they get their reward in a heaven somewhere.
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>If I had to do what you and Tiglath do, there'd be no way I can associate with an Assyrian for the rest of my life. They are ALL harmful to my health. But I have learned to prioritize "harmfullness" based on the degree of danger.

...well my dear...some people wade into the jungle in search of cures...or to find the source of the disease killing the villagers...sure, they run risks...it`s risky business to live...to build a house...to clear a field...to fish...to walk. The secret may be to be far more harmful to them than they are to you.

...I may just be built differently than you...I feel a sense of responsibility for human suffering...I don`t go out of my way to do anything about it...unless the opportunity affords and the reasons are compelling...in this case, the lies of a Dadeeshoo and the tricks of a Bejan or Nimrod hurt me and my work...and in the long run, all the rest of us. There is no point to building a monument and taking years to do it, if you`re going to cave when some jackass steps in front of you and tries to comandeer it...you have to go ALL the way...I gather from what you said about the response to your show on religion, that if people opposing you had only persisted...and Dadeeshoo had caved...you would have given it up. I only do things that mean life and death...therefore there is no advantage to me in backing off..if it is worth doing at all..it is worth doing all the way...to the hilt..whatever the consequences.
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>I cannot change people by exposing them.

...Dadeeshoo can stay a liar..he can become TWICE the liar...I don`t care. He can get a hair transplant..he can dye his balls purple..I don`t care...what I DO care about is "information"...he has put information out there that he has a valid doctorate...I merely wish to do the same..to put MY information out there...Dadeeshoo certainly doesn`t take your advice..if he`s going to reserve to himself the right to blast honest people...why must his lies be left alone? All we want to do is put the OTHER SIDE out there...there is nothing wrong with that...certainly you want the other side of all sorts of stories told...don`t you?

They only become more dangerous.


...there is no such thing as MORE dangerous...dangerous, is dangerous enough. Dadeeshoo and the rest of them are whimps...I don`t mean they can`t shoot you in the back...but they are cowards..it is a SHAME and a great dishonor to be afraid of such people....let him get as dangerous as he dares...he`ll only frighten himself...like GM did.

I can only love them for what they are, and sometimes for what they are not, and through my being and essence, show them they don't have to do what they do in order to shine.

...I`m not in love with Dadeeshoo...have no desire to be. I`m not interested in his good sides...lord knows he`s seeing to those well enough and needs no help from me...I merely want to point out, to the point where he has to sue me, or Tiglath...that he lied about his doctorate...and show the community that they seem not to care when lied to...let them then ponder what this means for the treatment they expect from then on...why should ANYONE tell the truth in Assyria? Moreover, why should anyone OUTSIDE Assyria tell us the truth? When WE don`t care...when WE are content to be lied to...to be fooled...to have people misrepresent themselves and their credentials....why should anyone else bother to be honest with us...or, we with ourselves?

..if you let it be known that zircon is all the same as a diamond to you...if someone will just forge some papers claiming a zircon is REALLY a doctorate...do you think anyone will EVER bother to show you the real thing? Ever? Why should they when they can save time and expense and just pawn off broken glass...so long as they get a degree from some motel university saying the glass has a doctorate?
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>That's how I deal with the world, and you can't change that, hard as you try.

...never try to change anyone...change them to what...MY idea of what they should be? How stupid is that? You are you...and the rest of us are us...and Tiglath is Tiglath and I am I and Dadeeshoo is Dadeeshoo...but only ONE of us is pretending to be what he is not...and that is Dadeeshoo and for that, he definitely deserves to be shown more clearly for what he is...no one has to change..not even Dadeeshoo...he can stay the same liar he always was...we just want to make it plain...if he can put the lie out there that he has a doctorate...then why can`t we put the truth out there? Why are you so hot to defend lies...while trying mightily to stop people from stating the truth? It is not "gossip" that Dadeeshoo has no doctorate...except the slimey one he paid for...it is FACT....but, a fact people would rather bury...there is nothing so all fired weird or vengeful in wanting to redeem the truth.

...what are you worried about?



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