Posted by International Hot Foot from ? (126.96.36.199) on Friday, May 17, 2002 at 4:52PM :
In Reply to: I mean posted by Lilly from ? (188.8.131.52) on Friday, May 17, 2002 at 3:44PM :
: Just look at the way you spit on me, Fred, for even mentioning that I was raped.
+++I spit on you for lying about it and using to garner what...sympathy....spit???
Look at it, & then realize that what you say about me feeds into my self-doubt,
+++You victimize yourself now...as you did then...as you will tomorrow. Some people have "spit on me" tatooed on their souls.
something I've accomodated since the 1st time someone locked me in a room & made me take off my clothes so she could touch me. I can't help it that I have so much self doubt.
+++Screw you and your pathetic fantasies...you make me sick.
: I should have screamed for help all of those times, but I don't know - I was too shocked, I didn't see where she, then he, was going with this, & by the time I realized what was happening, that my words to "stop" & "I don't want to" & "no" went unheeded, I withdrew into myself & pretended like it wasn't happening. A locked door & a half-grown teenager are hard for a little girl to negotiate. & years later, a drink with a pill in it & a guy who claims that he can comfort me when I'm crying both continue the trend.
+++You are a LIAR! Run for office in some Association of Finns or Cadillacs or something.
: To this day, if someone pays me a compliment, I have this nagging thought in my mind that they don't know me, they don't know how "dirty," "tainted," "weak," & "disgusting" some people have made me, they don't know anything about me at all,
+++Oh baby...THIS person knows all about you.
so what does a compliment mean? Nothing. It means that they are complimenting some figment of their imagination.
+++You're a frig newton of some creeps imagination. You should be ashamed of yourself for spewing this garbage.
+++I'll give you a compliment you can take to the bank...next to the Jackster YOU are the next best half-breed we have.
-- International Hot Foot
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